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Saturday, October 24, 2009
@ 11:43 AM posting now for yesterday(was tired,sick) okay, got some results back, as usual my amaths failed(expected, so its okay=D) then got my physics back. not bad, but can be better. i learnt not to aim so high for my results in the future.. when u dont reach ur expectations, u let urself down. mr loh was neutral today. =)grats to azim & chen xin for their improvements. english is good/not good? good to know that there are people to fail the english comprehension with me, but bad that i still failed? compo&letter, boring old same marks again. disappointed for my oral, i cant believe i actually scored higher for my chinese oral than english oral?? should be cos i didnt use enough bombastic words in my conversation.. chinese, my marks=kns. compo,expected to fail, but my paper2, failed by 0.5m..LOL. anyways, overall passed due to my oral & listening compre. Mdm weng(chinese teacher) encouraged me to do better next time..(thanks) miss nora came in. this time was different, she wore a smile=) better for once, for a teacher who had a dull face throughout the year.. yea, poa got a1 again.. hard work during the days before exams paid off. i got a2 for geog elect! i was honest, my teacher counted the marks wrongly, and i owned up=) lost a mark, but still the same grade. felt great??<>/. sj. felt useless again. yingjie called us to go help out. so ko, jionghong & me ran out from sj room, all the way outside school to under the bridge/flyover/wad ever its called. fount out i was weak, had no stamina. saw this elderly lady lying on the ground. didnt really know wad happened because she was speaking in hokkien. only knew she fainted, and something got to do with her grandson. heecheng & co. was there, with some other aunties too. couldnt do anything as she was fine, just lying on the ground ,exhausted. all we did was give her some water( so much for being an sjabian) paramedics/police came.. we left the scene. went back to sjab.. lecture, quiz, blah. jiahui, weijia & others put in effort in preparing the slides/quiz etc. but ziming sir said there was no point since bfa was over.. we ncos next time really have to use or brains more=) juniors said they found out lectures more meaningful than boring old footdrill, which we were suppose to have plenty before the bfa exam. time wasted, nothing to do to change it. i felt useless again. unable to work well with others, giving them proper instructions. maybe, i don't have what it takes to be a leader. u guys made the wrong choice to have choose me back then,im sorry, i let everyone down. need to remind everyone: since we become instructors, we should be doing even better than when we were cadets. anyways we didnt, we became worse i guess. felt sorry to my dearest cadets. made myself a fool infront of u guys. i didnt even know what i was doing out there. thanks for being concerned.. ko... everyone should understand him more. he will be leaving soon.. feels sad. thanks yingjie for the cake, btw i haven payed u back yet sry. after nco camp.. passing our from sec4, i don't intend to come back anymore. i'll just make things worse, cos im just a useless piece of shit. those who read this post, its just to let you know how i felt yesterday, and most of sjab trainings. please don't give me encouraging/wadeva comments, im not worthy of them.
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